^^

i wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, 

to wrap my arms around her and sleep...

Not fuck, like in those movies.

Not even sex.

Just sleep [together] in the most innocence sense of the phrase!

But i lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend & i was gawkly and she was Gorgeous and i was hopelessly boring & she was endlessly Fascinating. . .so i walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if

PEOPLE WERE RAIN I WAS DRIZZLE & SHE WAS HURRICANE !!!